I don't even know why I feel like this right now.
I feel fragile and that I could break at any moment, if someone comments on my hair or my face or asks me a question of looks at me funny
I don't know why.
4/13/14 11:48 am
important things to remember
your body is a sanctuary
your room is a sanctuary
your mind is a sanctuary
treat it with respect and handle with care
keep an open mind and appreciate everything
stop having
plan everything and follow your plan [for most situations]
know what your goals and dreams are
write them down where you can read them every day
never leave your walls bare
brush your hair
wash your makeup off
do your nails
part your hair different
go to the park twice a month for two hours
and write about how you feel
discover new music
organize your bookcase
take a bath
scrub the dirt away every weekend
live
laugh
love
nail that piano piece
get a haircut
go through your keepsakes box
weekly clean
light a candy and be silent
take your vitamins
buy more jewelry that's to your liking
4/13/14 9:46 pm
current expenses:
McDonalds
In N Out
Target
Saddleback College
things you said you'd do and you've completed:
-pay college fee
-cancel Disneyland pass
-deposit $$$ into savings
-buy a candle
It’s just something I’ve pondered about the last few days, is all. We get so attached to things and people that inevitably change and despite that we allow ourselves to be delved into with all of our personal feelings and opinions and then that person or thing almost becomes a part of you but not because you can function almost fine without them and yet you cannot. people are inconvenient predicaments and relationships are inconvenient but we physically and psychologically need them to survive in society. Like I don’t want to become attached to a physical being and feel like I’m obligated to do all these things because of said attachment because when they leave it’ll all feel like a waste and people are a waste of time and yet we long to know everything about them
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